let me start this days entry off by bragging a little bit:
yesterday my mom and i spent an entire day without either of us raising our voices once! there was courtesy and laughing and smiling and even a kiss goodbye at the end. and for anyone who does not know, that is crazy and simply does not happen.
another bit of bragging: i went to the doctor a week ago and when i was weighed i was at 331. and now i am at 324. altogether in the last three weeks i have lost 15lbs. and i am on fire! three days ago i sewed myself a shirt made of lace and it was very tight around my middle. last night i put it on and i had extra room. in just two days the difference in my stomach is remarkable, so remark i shall. i'm heading out the gym here in just about a half an hour after i get rock cleaned up from breakfast.
yesterday i spent the day with my mom and grama, we went to breakfast and babies-r-us and i had to run by the doctors office to get some blood work done. then we went back to my house and they watched the babe while i went to the gym for a few hours. i had a really nice long workout without being rushed and it felt amazing. after i took my grama home i cooked dinner and then my mom started teaching me how to cut out a pattern and grow it to my current size. i'm making a few dresses to wear this spring and take to the beach with me next week.
all in all it's been a productive week and i'm so proud of myself i can't begin to express it. i never imagined i could do all of this, not to mention i've started getting up at 7:30 every morning so i can make jason some coffee before work and cook breakfast for my lo.
please god, don't let me fall back into my lazy old habits. that is all.
p.s. i have a counseling appointment on tuesday with a woman who specializes in wellness and weight issues and also will do family counseling with my mom and i and i am crossing my fingers that i really like her.
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